Halloween

Halloween is finally approaching; the

time for scaring kids and believing in the impossible. Personally I don’t really care for the scaring all that much because I am the one who gets scared. I hate Halloween because
people try to scare you. I know that is the whole point of Halloween, but I am
deathly afraid. When I go to Lagoon’s Frightmares I have my family be my body
guards against all of the spookables trying to scare me. My dad says I need to
face my fear and realize it is fellow teenagers’ trying to scare me. I know
they are kids enjoying scaring people but I can’t handle it. I think it is my fight or flight reflex. I
guess secretly I am a flight type person. Well any way Happy Halloween people.

Life

When I was younger I didn't believe people when they said life is too short. As I grow older I see how right those people were. I am already a sophomore in High School and in two years I will be leaving the nest. I say I am ready for it, but I am absolutely terrified. I know what I want to do after High School but I am not prepared for life to come so quickly. In Elementary school I couldn't wait to be older. My mother always said, "Don't wish for life to come, enjoy it while it lasts." I just dismissed her comments and moved on. Once I reached Jr. High I started to laugh at the possible things life would have for me. I wanted to be older so bad, move out and live my enjoyable fantasies. Now I realize how quickly real life is approaching and I am deathly afraid I might not be ready. My best friend and I are already making college plans. What if colleges won't accept me? What if life throws me out of the dumpster? I know I can't live on what ifs but I am truly afraid of growing up. I never thought I would ever say that. I am always planning things but when it comes to life.... I don't know if I will survive. Sure you are reading this and say, "Oh don't worry life is not that hard." I know otherwise. My family is having lots of fiance problems. My parents can't even pay the bills because of their over draft. Not only my family is this way but the whole world is suffering. I know the President is doing his best but I don't my life getting any better. You are probably sick of my rants and worries but what do you expect out of me? Wonderful glorious knowledge that will inspire you to live your life? By now you can tell this whole thing is a rant. What are blogs for other to rant about your dreams and wishes? The one thing I can give you advice is Don't wish for your life to speed by. Take time to smell the flowers before it is too late.

Circles

Wake up, eat, go to school, go home, eat, sleep, repeat.

Don't you hate repeating schedules? The whole week nothing amazing happens to you. It is like you are trapped in an unending circle. Following the same pattern over an over until you get dizzy. Even if you are sick of your circle you can do anything until you get a chance to change your circle. When the circle is changed you become sick of it until you realize the change becomes a bigger circle. You are moving from one smaller circle to a bigger one. Everything in the world is a unending circle of changes.

Elton John says, "It's the circle of life, and it moves us all, through despair and hope, through
faith and love, 'till we find our place, on the path unwinding."

Which means even though life is an unending circle. You can escape the circle for a little bit by choosing different paths. Those paths make the circle a little bearable.

If you are like me and get sick of the unending repeating life. Look towards the future. Because if you choose the right paths your circle will start turning into a star. Then you will wish you had a repeating life.

Appearance

Some people think appearance is an important aspect of life. For a job interview appearance is important. In my world, I am discovering I don't really care about my appearance unless I am getting my picture taken. I hardly wear make-up and I really don't do my hair. Now, because of my age I should start caring about my appearance. Lately I don't know if that is true anymore. For me a pony tail and no make-up is comfortable. Isn't being comfortable more important than how you look at school? I am not saying you shouldn't take a shower or wear clean clothing. All I am saying is don't go over the top with make-up or dying your hair. Make your appearance as comfortable as possible. If you try to hard it will just make you look foolish in front of everybody else.

Stressing with Life

I apologize for not writing for a little while. School has started and I have been too busy with homework to write my blog. Let me update you with my life so far. I finally got a mini laptop and my time juggling problem is finally relieved. As I have told you before school has started. I am doing homework for about 2-3 hours a night. When I get extra time to relax I usually go on facebook, write, or read my manga that my friend got my addicted too. Hopefully I will be able to update this blog. Why have a blog if you never update it. Anyway, plus my dog got a liver sickness and I had to put her down. My life right now is crazy. Don't blame me if I don't update this blog. Be patient and I will get around to it some time. Sorry if I sound stressed it is because I am.

Trouble Juggling Time

I haven't been writing for a few months now. My life has been busy with other activities that I have no time to write. I try to manage my time, but it is so hard. I was wondering if any of you have a better way you manage your time.

I write my novel on my computer and I can only be on the computer for so long before I have to get off and let one of my siblings get on. I am planning on getting a laptop. Hopefully that will help me with my time. Once school comes I will have hardly any time to write.

Do any of you have any suggestions on how to manage time?

I am Back!!!

Sorry, I haven't been on blogging for a long time since October. Now it is 2011 and life for me is going good. I am farther on Wicca and I finished writing my children's story today I have to write for English class. In my English class we are doing a WWII role play type thing. Where we have different class ranks. I am lower class. Well, we have been doing this for a couple of weeks now. On March 29, 2011 I died in my role play. If your thinking this is a bad thing. It isn't. I have been wanting to die because then I could write more. Now, since I am dead. I get to write! Also, in my Drama class I have started to watch Little Shop of Horrors, it is a very funny movie and I like it. Today, in my Spanish class I was singing Phantom of the Opera and I got it stuck in my teacher's head! But serves him right for getting Little Shop of Horrors in my head! If you are confused don't be, my Spanish teacher and drama teacher are the same person. Hmm... what else have I been up too? I don't know? But if you really like this blog and want to read more of what I have been up too. Then go on facebook and look me up. I go there more often than I go here. :D Well, I have got to go. Maybe I will write again soon. Bye.